Tag: contentment

  • God is with me & God is for me

    snow atop table and chairs (Copy)

    Regardless of how I feel today or yesterday, God is on the sidelines cheering me along. Even though I might not sense it. Even though I don’t see Him or His work. He is there! God’s word declares it, so I believe it!

    My body may be weak and my mind not so quick, but God knows my every ache. He knows my every thought and feeling. He longs to comfort and tell me that it will be all right. This too shall pass.

    I must slow down my pace to equal His perfect timing. His timing may not be mine. Prayerfully and slowly I must give space to God’s leading in my day and in my life. His ways are just. His ways are perfect. My ways are often the exact opposite.

    Even though the day is very cold and dreary, God watches over all. There is no bright light in the sky to uplift my spirits. Yet, He knows my heart yearns for sand and sun. I do know that He can be my all sufficiency if I allow Him free reign and control.

    Dear God, I confess I am not fully satisfied. Circumstances and certain people in my life cause me to be confused and sometimes unhappy. Help me to be content in my circumstances and in the people you have put into my life. Only You can show me joy in this journey. With You leading the way, I know my journey is not in vain. With You, nothing is wasted. You use every situation as an opportunity to praise Your Name and give You the glory. I long to be that person who will do just that for You. You’ve done so much for me. Thank you. Amen.  

    • Do you long for something different? To be somewhere else? Where/what might that look like?
    • Feeling like there should be much more to life than what you see and feel right now? What exactly has you troubled and stuck in neutral?
    • Will you stay close to God and be open to His love and leading? How will you do this?

    “What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us?”—Romans 8:31.

  • Endless circle

    “Will it hurt?” I ask
    He casually remarks,
    “Hopefully not;
    I’ve done this before.”
    “Well, this is my first time.”
    “Your finger’s quite swollen and red.”
    “Yes, it was injured.”

    A special tool
    Slices back and forth
    Vise grips pull apart
    The constricting band
    Leaving a noticeable indent
    Upon my skin
    I try to be brave

    Circle … broken now    
    Tears flow
    37 years ago
    Pastor raised this wedding band
    In front of God & witnesses
    “See, this ring has no beginning/end
    A continuous, endless circle”

    At this moment,
    there is a beginning & end
    Have I failed my commitment?
    I reason …
    ‘Tis only an object,
    a mere piece of gold
    With a touch of bling

    37 years mingled with …
    Joy
    Pain
    Doubt
    Guilt
    Elation
    Contentment

    Even though the symbolic circle’s
    Been visibly broken
    The severing cannot eradicate
    Blessings of children & grandchildren
    Adventures together
    Near-death experiences and
    Faithfulness within marriage

    The one who cut my ring
    Cannot take my soul or
    Erase memories
    It’s not really about the ring
    But about the person and
    Commitment to my mate
    And to marriage itself

  • The Lord is my Shepherd

    “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside still waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake” — Psalm 23:1–3.

    As I read this passage, my mind and soul feel wrapped in comfort and peace. Through the flurry of the week’s events, God’s words speak restoration and renewal.

    It’s difficult to come aside and take time to read scripture, let alone, practice what is written. Yet, I know from past experience that when I do make the time to meditate and pray my day goes smoother. My mind stays focused and uncluttered and I accomplish much more than when I constantly worry.

    Dear God, forgive me when I want more than I really need. Help me to be content with the many blessings you’ve already give. When I’m content and appreciative, it’s then that you can teach and lead me. I look forward to quiet waters and green pastures.

    Are you at a place where it’s hard to look around and see calmness in your life? Can you step aside for even 10 minutes and name your blessings one by one?

    Los Cabos shoreline – photo by Steve Lasher
  • Contentment

    It takes a few days before I can really relax and believe this is vacation. I am so trained and glued to electronic devices such as cell phone, Internet, voice mail, and postal mail. A conscious, deliberate choice needs to be made in my brain and it goes something like this:

    “Thou shall concentrate on God-created beauty only!”

    God-created beauty is all around me. My toes walk through peaches and cream colored sand and crushed shells. My eyes feast on teal-blue Caribbean waves and flying pelicans, gulls, and sandpipers. A hot, southern sun beats down as I lounge in a comfortable yellow beach chair. At night, the moon beams full over Cancun.

    Satisfaction, contentment permeates my being. My mind voluntarily empties of any lingering schedules or worry.

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